What do we do until our heart is full ?
We do what we can. We try our best. We don’t compare. We give our energy and time to what matters. To what makes us feel good. We numb the bits of pain when they’re a bit too hard to handle. We do sports. We have chips and cake.
We make it worth it even if it’s not perfect. We explore, we dive in, we try to understand. We pay attention, we loose patience, we embrace our occasional defeatism and lack of optimism. We try not to be too ungrateful, too self-centered.
We focus on what’s going well, we take none of it for granted, we savour the moments of grace. We loose heart, we get discouraged. We remember we’re OK. We feel better. We isolate, we distance ourselves. We avoid others’ happiness. We’re happy for them.
We talk things out, we philosophize. We laugh, we cry. We soak in the cutest baby’s smile. We go to the movies, to exhibitions, to theater plays. We go to work, we try to be good, we try to be better.
We take the metro back to our flat. We wish there was someone there. We’re happy to be alone. We take good care of ourselves. We relax. We sort things out. We clean the mess. We take physio appointments. We plan things for the weekend. We have no idea what we’ll do this summer. We go out. We stay in (best decision ever ^^).
We take up new projects, we’re happy they’re over. We set new goals, we look for new challenges. We strive to be accountable and disciplined. We strive to keep things interesting. We try all the flavours of vitamins (we like pineapple better).
We work, we volunteer, we watch series, we go have a drink. We write, we read. We consume, we create. We realize creating usually is what feels the best. We go to Barcelona to visit our friends.
We live life the best we can.
