What if what you want isn’t right for you? What if it’s a blessing in sorts that you didn’t go on that trip, didn’t get that flat, that relationship, that job ?

What if it just takes time, faith, loads of patience and holding-several-conflicting-emotions-for-quite-some-time to realise it was for the best ?

You will never know. What if you just need to accept ? What if you need to embrace the fact it stings like hell ? Maybe say it out loud, complain a little.

Cause damn, you thought you were close. Things seemed to align and connect and make sense. It could have been so great ! Maybe you can acknowledge it’s quite disappointing and a bit hurtful.

But you know, you know there is more. And maybe even better for you out there. It’s the not knowing if it will ever come that is annoying.

What are you asking for?

Not much. Just a proper guarantee as to the when and where. ^^